I don't understand why and its like my whole idea of who i was is gone now. and I have been replaced within my own mind, by separate personalities its like a Revolver. Each chamber holds a personality, each time one is used, that bullet is shot form the chamber, and replaced. maybe the fact is that i may be slipping under myself due to being overly sane? to the point where mental stress is taking who i am from me in the same way that i am starting to forget why i continue you this path of both destruction and self destruction. The fact that i may be going insane at this fucking time in my life has dawned on me not just once but many times, and that thought always comes back to make its presence known within the astral plane of my mind. and here i sit buried beneath my own weight of stress and uncertainty. where i now feel it is time to in fact make my leave and finally see that i should give up and pray to anyone higher then me, for death to come as sweetly as the mist that ripples around the necks of trees.

I don't plan on coming to FPSB as much anymore, this is plaguing my mind, I have personal problems to deal with, and I need to take time off to just die a little on the inside and give up parts of myself to better who I should be.

Is a guy, and he is so cute. I love him.

I'm officially bi, thanks Katfish =[

Deep into the north of Canada, a new fad for black bear fur coats has arisen and many people have begun to poach these creatures for their fur. Mean while in the polar region of Canada, global warming has caused most of the ice to melt, leaving some polar bears homeless and forced to travel south, to actual land in which they can live on. Let us follow both the life of Charles the Black bear, and Darwin the polar bear, as their environment changes. Charles one day is confronted by a poacher and he is afraid of being harmed, for a reason he does not know, since he is a bear, and has no knowledge of wearing a coat. As the poacher readies his gun to fire at the bear, Charles quickly swipes the gun away from the poacher, and continues to run towards the north, in hopes of getting away from the poacher. After a while of moving north, Charles finds a river in which he can catch many fish in. Charles really enjoys all the fish he is eating, and continues to follow the river upstream in hopes of finding even more fish to help keep him well feed. After traveling for days upstream, Charles finally finds a nice spot in which he can settle down, and catch many fish, as well as live comfortably in. Now let us follow the live of Darwin, the polar bear. Darwin awakes to the loud sound of a massive splash. Darwin realizes he must get off his iceberg rather fast to avoid falling into the ocean from a very large height, and proceeds to trudge down the side of the iceberg through all the snow, and safely swim to a near by floating ice patch. Darwin now realizes he must get some where there is food, as the collapse of the part of the iceberg has scared all the fish in the nearby area. Darwin feels it is a good idea to remain on his little ice raft, as it continues to float downward with the current. As days go by Darwin has survived by being able to jump off the floating ice and catch a few fish, and jump back on his raft of ice and continue to float. As days go by, the raft has become much smaller to the point where Darwin must get off and leave the remaining bit of it behind. Darwin jumps into the water and proceeds towards this shoreline where he hopes to find food. Darwin ends up at the mouth of the river in which Charles has taken residence. Darwin walks down stream on the side of the river. He encounters a lot of different fish that have swum into this river, and is curious to see how they taste. Darwin really enjoys all the fish around as it is a good source for food for him. Darwin walks downstream only a little while longer until he runs into Charles. Charles and Darwin, realize that they are both here to live in a safe place, free from poachers and melting icebergs. The two bears, decide they want to have a baby bear, and they proceed to enjoy a romantic dinner of fish from the river, and follow up by producing a new baby bear. Due to Charles being a female black bear, and Darwin being a male Polar bear, the two different bears form a new type of bear. This bear is the Bi-Polar bear, aka Jeff. Due to Jeff’s parents being both a black bear, and a polar bear, Jeff has been born white, with black spots, and is capable of surviving in both warmer and colder environments.