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ID: 83792
Joined: 5 years ago
Location: New Jersey
Customization/Dev Skills: Coding/Scripting, Concept Art, Graphic Design, Web Development
Alignment: True Neutral
Consoles Owned: Wii, Xbox 360, PSP, Nintendo DS, Xbox, GameCube, Game Boy Advance, PlayStation 2, Sega Dreamcast, Game Boy Color, Nintendo 64, PlayStation, Super Nintendo
Games Played: CS:S, HL2DM, STEAM, CSCZ, FPSB, HL2, DODS, DOD, BF2, GM9, FEAR
First Game: -
Favorite Game: -
Favorite Weapon: Words
Favorite Map: -
Coke Or Pepsi: Coke
Cat Or Dog: Dog
Sonic or Mario: Umm...
FPS Hero: Captain MacMillan
Gamer Type: Hardcore
Favorite Quote:

I am nearly finished with my days on FPSB. I really can not take real life as of now, and i should focus on what I'm doing there, as opposed to here. the people I see everyday, are such a disappointment. I'm so sick of having to deal with the people around me, the lairs, the backstabbers, the "friends". There is no one I can trust anymore, everyone just sells their soul.

I have given up. I lost all reason to really care for anyone or anything. I want to end a few lives right now, but why do that to them, when I should obviously start with my own first. This isn't a call for help, this isn't a request for sympathy, I just for once want somebody to listen to me. I really am done here, and with life in general. I'm not sure if the end of me will be soon, or if I'll hang on, but for now, the line has been drawn, and I just want to say goodbye with all my heart.

Love, Porcelain.
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I am nearly finished with my days on FPSB. I really can not take real life as of now, and i should focus on what I'm doing there, as opposed to here. the people I see everyday, are such a disappointment. I'm so sick of having to deal with the people around me, the lairs, the backstabbers, the "friends". There is no one I can trust anymore, everyone just sells their soul.

I have given up. I lost all reason to really care for anyone or anything. I want to end a few lives right now, but why do that to them, when I should obviously start with my own first. This isn't a call for help, this isn't a request for sympathy, I just for once want somebody to listen to me. I really am done here, and with life in general. I'm not sure if the end of me will be soon, or if I'll hang on, but for now, the line has been drawn, and I just want to say goodbye with all my heart.

Love, Porcelain.
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4 years
1 commentPosted: 1 year ago
Passed my 8 year mark. Doesn't matter anyway, you guys don't and won't care anyways so whatever.

2 old account before me have disappeared and been forgotten with the times, and now only this one remains with the 4 year status.
My mind is slipping me
2 commentsPosted: 1 year ago
I don't understand why and its like my whole idea of who i was is gone now. and I have been replaced within my own mind, by separate personalities its like a Revolver. Each chamber holds a personality, each time one is used, that bullet is shot form the chamber, and replaced. maybe the fact is that i may be slipping under myself due to being overly sane? to the point where mental stress is taking who i am from me in the same way that i am starting to forget why i continue you this path of both destruction and self destruction. The fact that i may be going insane at this fucking time in my life has dawned on me not just once but many times, and that thought always comes back to make its presence known within the astral plane of my mind. and here i sit buried beneath my own weight of stress and uncertainty. where i now feel it is time to in fact make my leave and finally see that i should give up and pray to anyone higher then me, for death to come as sweetly as the mist that ripples around the necks of trees.

I don't plan on coming to FPSB as much anymore, this is plaguing my mind, I have personal problems to deal with, and I need to take time off to just die a little on the inside and give up parts of myself to better who I should be.
Fuck your shit dick
7 commentsPosted: 2 years ago
This new bar on the left, is pissing me off, fuck yo
Kat_fish
2 commentsPosted: 2 years ago
Is a guy, and he is so cute. I love him.

I'm officially bi, thanks Katfish =[
Dream (blog 50)
4 commentsPosted: 2 years ago
I had a dream where I ran my own Doctor Facility. It was a large square building with pure white walls, and a red stripe (think mirrors edge)

Inside the square building there was this hill. at the bottom was a large grinder. People who were sick came here for treatment and millions came each day, and there would be a sign that said the cure was in the grinder, and people would slide down the hill on their stomach and into the grinder. I watched emotionless as they died.

Then there was a separate pit next to the grinder, about half way up the hill.
this pit was like a giant pool in the ground, and a large filter on top. In this pit, fetus's and babies were crushed and the blood was forced thru the filter. The blood was used to lube the inner working of the grinder, and the bones that did not pass thru the filter were given the the people crawling down the hill as food.

I'm a sick person.
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