I don't understand why and its like my whole idea of who i was is gone now. and I have been replaced within my own mind, by separate personalities its like a Revolver. Each chamber holds a personality, each time one is used, that bullet is shot form the chamber, and replaced. maybe the fact is that i may be slipping under myself due to being overly sane? to the point where mental stress is taking who i am from me in the same way that i am starting to forget why i continue you this path of both destruction and self destruction. The fact that i may be going insane at this fucking time in my life has dawned on me not just once but many times, and that thought always comes back to make its presence known within the astral plane of my mind. and here i sit buried beneath my own weight of stress and uncertainty. where i now feel it is time to in fact make my leave and finally see that i should give up and pray to anyone higher then me, for death to come as sweetly as the mist that ripples around the necks of trees.

I don't plan on coming to FPSB as much anymore, this is plaguing my mind, I have personal problems to deal with, and I need to take time off to just die a little on the inside and give up parts of myself to better who I should be.

Is a guy, and he is so cute. I love him.

I'm officially bi, thanks Katfish =[